pixiegirl
Cleopatra Jones
I know I'm not the most outwardly religious person but my uncle and his girlfriend were killed in a car accident last night and I'm unsure of how I feel about it. My uncle has led a very far from perfect life and has caused much pain and damage to my family and myself personally. He's a drug (crack) addict and has a ton of emotional problems. He's been in and out of prison my entire life. Every time he gets out he does well for a while then ends up doing something to get himself locked back up. Anyway, I saw him in September when I went on vacation and he seemed to be doing really well. The last time he was in jail he had a major heart attack and had to have quadruple bipass surgeory. He had another heart attack right after my family returned from vacation. He had seemingly found God and was doing pretty well and staying out of trouble. Then this.
I have come to terms with what he's done to myself and my family and I have forgiven him. I guess what I'm struggling with is I'm worried about his soul. As much pain as he's caused I do believe that there was a good person inside of him somewhere. He's made terrible choices in his life and hurt a lot of people and I worry if he will be forgiven for them. I hope so.
Anyway, any of you that pray please pray for him and for my family especially my grandmother. I can't imagine what it's like to lose a child. I don't know much about his girlfriend but please pray for her family as well.
I have come to terms with what he's done to myself and my family and I have forgiven him. I guess what I'm struggling with is I'm worried about his soul. As much pain as he's caused I do believe that there was a good person inside of him somewhere. He's made terrible choices in his life and hurt a lot of people and I worry if he will be forgiven for them. I hope so.
Anyway, any of you that pray please pray for him and for my family especially my grandmother. I can't imagine what it's like to lose a child. I don't know much about his girlfriend but please pray for her family as well.