DIZ
Me -- Saturday, 23 April 2005, at 9:39 a.m.
Diz... I saw you yesterday and my heart dropped. I started to roll up on you but thought it better not to... I wouldn't have known what to say anyway. I'm finding it easier now that I'm not communicating with you. I know with time and space... the hurt and anger will start to fade and in the end I will be ok.
I'm sure KD will see this message and be sure to pass it along to you... as she has with all the others... But that's ok.
So, KD... I'm sorry if I ever acted out of place with you... Your right, I only had “his” side of the story and I can only imagine what your side was! As I have learned... there are many sides to "Dizzel". But... KD... you have a beautiful son and I'm sure another beautiful child on the way... feel blessed and fortunate for that, because you are. That's the truth and like I said, I can only sympathize with your situation! So, at least now with me no longer in the picture you can finally feel comfortable with letting him and your children be together. KD that IS and ALWAYS was what was most important! Good luck to you!
Dizzel... I am done! I gave you my heart and stood by you through all of the craziness and drama. I may not have always acted how "you" wanted me to but at least the way I acted was GENUINE and REAL! I never saw any of this coming and I get so angry when I think of how hard you worked to get me to trust you and love you... then when I did... you just walk away??? I was fine before you came a long! You turned my world upside down and for what? You caused YOUR "situation" and yet I had to "pay" for it. None of this was fair! Then to top it off my children got involved. They fell for you too. I know you have avoided talking to me about this because you know in your heart what you did was wrong. The "situation" was one thing... the way you handled it was another. It feels better getting that out but, what’s been done is done and I still wish you all the best! Life is too short for hate so; maybe if you see me out you will feel comfortable enough to speak. I just want you to know that I truly loved you and for what we did share I thank you. If anything, this has definitely been a learning experience.
Wish your family all best for me and I hope that your grandmother gets well. They are all beautiful people and you are fortunate to have them.
Good-bye Baby!
Me -- Saturday, 23 April 2005, at 9:39 a.m.
Diz... I saw you yesterday and my heart dropped. I started to roll up on you but thought it better not to... I wouldn't have known what to say anyway. I'm finding it easier now that I'm not communicating with you. I know with time and space... the hurt and anger will start to fade and in the end I will be ok.
I'm sure KD will see this message and be sure to pass it along to you... as she has with all the others... But that's ok.
So, KD... I'm sorry if I ever acted out of place with you... Your right, I only had “his” side of the story and I can only imagine what your side was! As I have learned... there are many sides to "Dizzel". But... KD... you have a beautiful son and I'm sure another beautiful child on the way... feel blessed and fortunate for that, because you are. That's the truth and like I said, I can only sympathize with your situation! So, at least now with me no longer in the picture you can finally feel comfortable with letting him and your children be together. KD that IS and ALWAYS was what was most important! Good luck to you!
Dizzel... I am done! I gave you my heart and stood by you through all of the craziness and drama. I may not have always acted how "you" wanted me to but at least the way I acted was GENUINE and REAL! I never saw any of this coming and I get so angry when I think of how hard you worked to get me to trust you and love you... then when I did... you just walk away??? I was fine before you came a long! You turned my world upside down and for what? You caused YOUR "situation" and yet I had to "pay" for it. None of this was fair! Then to top it off my children got involved. They fell for you too. I know you have avoided talking to me about this because you know in your heart what you did was wrong. The "situation" was one thing... the way you handled it was another. It feels better getting that out but, what’s been done is done and I still wish you all the best! Life is too short for hate so; maybe if you see me out you will feel comfortable enough to speak. I just want you to know that I truly loved you and for what we did share I thank you. If anything, this has definitely been a learning experience.
Wish your family all best for me and I hope that your grandmother gets well. They are all beautiful people and you are fortunate to have them.
Good-bye Baby!
What possesses someone to post something like that for all the world to see? Except for Dizzel, who has to rely on KD to show it to him.
