
It troubles me that you post hateful things like that and I guess you must want to harm me.
I have no desire to harm you. I have repeatedly told you I want to help you. If I can help you see then I can help you learn.
I wanted you to see that you had told me in the past that you didn't see it as a choice to go to jail. You said that you HAD to go to jail to protest providing for your son via child support. I told you you could have waited and done it later (like, now for example). But, contrarian you are, you argued with me that it had to be done then. NOW, you're saying you can pick and choose when to do such things.
You recognize this now, that was my goal.
I do regret not being there for my own son's childhood and I blame myself and it is a painful reality that I carry around.
But, in our previous conversations, you claimed it was what you
had to do at that time. My argument to you was it was NOT what you had to do. You defended doing it then, and claimed it wasn't a conscious choice to not be there for Junior. Clearly, you made the conscious choice to BE THERE for this farce in February - so you must now be able to see it was a conscious choice to NOT be there for Junior. If it's a choice now, it was a choice then. That's all I was saying.
The upcoming meeting is a format for me to do some more repenting so I can help other families from being degraded too.
I may not succeed and I might blow it completely but I do it anyway because it does matter to me and I do care.
Of course, though, you understand it will do absolutely nothing. Even if you were perfectly articulate, and got people to agree with you to the point you won the election, the House of Representatives has no business with child support, abortion, local infrastructure - none of your key issues. So, you're wasting your time, their time, the other candidates' time, and the potential voters' time. It's a fraud, because you already know this.