digitallest
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I recall when I was a child, learning about the religion of my family, it seemed as if they were teaching me that as long as I believed Jesus was born of a virgin, performed miracles, and died to pay for my sins, I would be forgiven for all my sins. I had questions, this doctrine did not make sense, I had questions, like, if God is perfect, and He made me, then how could I be bad? That was what I needed faith for, they said to believe what makes no sense.
Throughout my life, the dogma followed the same path, Jesuses birth and death and miracles were the ticket to not being accountable.
then I read the gospels, why would the perfect messenger of God spend His entire life exhorting people to turn away from the ways of hate, and to be kind to all living creatures, if we did not need to turn away from sin, to change our hearts, to care?
I have grown up to believe that real faith in a messenger from God is to believe His message. Real faith in a teacher requires belief in His teachings. So much so that I would want to change how I live, to abide by the truths I believe he taught.
in first John 4:7&8, it says God is Love. The living, eternal God, the author of life, is Love.
Since reading that one passage, with an open heart, I have regretted every hateful thing I have ever done, every little cruelty, or mean thing, I do not want to harbor hate in my heart. At that point, I knew the meaning of faith without works, being dead. Believing Jesus walked the Earth for divine reasons was one form of faith, the dead one. Dearly wanting to please Love, in everything I do, and cringing over my own acts of thoughtlessness, or mean spirited words, that faith lives inside of me. I realized that, if God is love, then hate is the deceiver, and not an energy I want infusing my spirit.
I wondered if anyone else had a similar journey, from focusing on His birth and death, to focusing on His life, and His teachings. He is so much more than a traveling magic show, and get out of trouble free card. Have a great life, all, may love live inside you.
Throughout my life, the dogma followed the same path, Jesuses birth and death and miracles were the ticket to not being accountable.
then I read the gospels, why would the perfect messenger of God spend His entire life exhorting people to turn away from the ways of hate, and to be kind to all living creatures, if we did not need to turn away from sin, to change our hearts, to care?
I have grown up to believe that real faith in a messenger from God is to believe His message. Real faith in a teacher requires belief in His teachings. So much so that I would want to change how I live, to abide by the truths I believe he taught.
in first John 4:7&8, it says God is Love. The living, eternal God, the author of life, is Love.
Since reading that one passage, with an open heart, I have regretted every hateful thing I have ever done, every little cruelty, or mean thing, I do not want to harbor hate in my heart. At that point, I knew the meaning of faith without works, being dead. Believing Jesus walked the Earth for divine reasons was one form of faith, the dead one. Dearly wanting to please Love, in everything I do, and cringing over my own acts of thoughtlessness, or mean spirited words, that faith lives inside of me. I realized that, if God is love, then hate is the deceiver, and not an energy I want infusing my spirit.
I wondered if anyone else had a similar journey, from focusing on His birth and death, to focusing on His life, and His teachings. He is so much more than a traveling magic show, and get out of trouble free card. Have a great life, all, may love live inside you.