Did she pass confidence on to you?
I started to reply to this thread before, then didn't...
I fully cannot recall all of the dynamics of my mother; it seems to have been a whole lifetime ago that she was here, though in reality she died in '94.
Prior to that, though, I was off! I moved to the beach after HS, then off to college, then marriage then moved to NM!
Did she have a good self image? Did she pass confidence onto me?
Well, I've been confident, yeah. I think mostly because we (my family) aren't meek women. We act "as if", even if we don't feel it at times.
I don't think she had a good self image, I think she was vain in that she went for "appearance", though, never accepted herself for the way she was or what she had. She felt her "what she could have beens" a lot more than what she truly was.
She was pretty critical of me, too. And I have a fairly bad self-image, though I have relented a bit over the years. My reign on my Type A personality has been forever cut, I believe.
Still though, I am my mother's daughter and some things will be embedded forever. So, I will continue to act "as if" until it is, or accept myself as is. I continue with confidence because I'm strong, but I have yet to merge that confidence as a part of my physical or social self image.
And dat's da truf.