Everyone I know who owns one has had to have the torque Converter changed to stop it from shuddering.
Now mine is doing it. Ford doesn't care they get your $2500 dollars for replacing it.
Ford recalled a bunch of them in recent years, like 1.5 million F-150s for the torque converter. Check out - https://vinrcl.safercar.gov/vin/ and see if yours has any associated recalls.