Back in those days, they didn't have antidepressants like they do now. All they gave you was Mother's Little Helper", which was Valium, or Phenobarbitol. I chose not to take them because I wanted to be alert, especially having a New Born. That was a horrible time in my life, but it was a hush-hush thing back then. Even going to a Psychiatrist was a no-no, and you'd have to travel far out of your neck of the woods to go to one, because you didn't want anyone you knew seeing you there. Luckily, I made it through it without help, other than keeping myself busy.