Yes of course I wrote it. I decided not to share it after I posted it. I write many poems as it's a bit of a hobby and something I enjoy. I've posted many of my less serious poems here through out the years for folks to enjoy. Even my wife has read but a few and I intend to keep it that way. I can't put in to words how personal they are to me and the feeling I get when I know people have read them.
For the record I'm not on drugs so i apologize for the reference.
Sheesh, Blue. I just deleted my post before your post because I felt I was harassing you. I appreciate your response to my now deleted post.
I can tell you that I have dealt with a lot of sadness in my years. It is a good thing that I have always been a strong person, but I do feel the energy draining from me. I appreciate you so much, and understand where you are coming from. A phrase from my hippie days.

Take care.