And that is true. You can lie to yourself all day and get away with it.
If you're lying to God, well, all I can say is pray a lot and ask for His forgiveness, and hope to Heaven He hears you.
But you know life can last a long time, you still may have the time to set things right.
All you have to do is make a choice; do I want to continue my life this way, or is it time to try out a new one?
I said this in another thread many moons ago: It's your choice to walk away from God. He didn't walk away from you.
The really neat thing about it is that He is waiting for you to return to His ways, and He will welcome you with open arms.
But you have to make that first step.