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2ndAmendment said:I think you misunderstood my intentions. I was thinking more on the lines of Gideon's fleece. Seek God, even if it is "just testing" and He will reveal His evidence or reason to believe. When His reason is revealed, it is no longer "just testing", but becomes "I see."
I'm not sure that is any clearer, but I tried.
Much clearer.
Actually the "just testing" is how I came back to Christianity after quite a sabbatacal. For a good long while in my life I was an atheist. I called myself an "agnostic" at the time (patting myself on the back for my open-mindedness), but looking back, I'll call a spade a spade and say what I was. I was an atheist plain and simple.
Then I took a class in comparative religions. I wasn't much interested in the class at the time, but afterwards, I became very interested in the subject, and I started to do historical research on my own, and I did some digging and discovered that there's more than enough evidence to convince me beyond the shadow of a doubt.
All you have to do is look.
I've never had a religious experience, and I've never 'seen the face of God' or any kind of thing like that. I'm not sure that I could even say that I have a personal relationship with Jesus - since I'm not even entirely sure what that means. But I see.