I try to remember that our government has been ****ing us since government was invented
What I do know is that I'd rather be dead than live under tyranny. I hear all those morons who live in some shithole talking about soldiers coming in to rape their daughters - I'd rather be dead than live like that.
Just reminder of the bigger picture:
For the most of human history, we lived under tyranny — either permanent one of rulers, or temporary tyranny of a band of raiders who came over the hill and took over your farm while you were scratching the ground with a stick trying to grow food.
All our ancestors were worried about soldiers coming to rape their daughters, with all of us being a result of those activities, somewhere down the line, for millennia. (BTW, you just called your ancestors morons).
The strength of the human spirit is in having it happen to you, picking yourself up, wiping off blood and tears, and continuing to live. Build anew, raise children, and hope to make their world just a little bit better.