Has anyone ever noticed that making yourself happy is harder then just being unhappy? and that making decisions sometimes that feel right before you make them but then you make them and it all feels sooooo wrong so you think you should reverse the decision and then you think hey.. maybe this is whats best .. and THEN you regret every decision you have ever made in your life? And.. have you ever noticed that when peopel say stuff about you.. that bad stuff is always easier to believe?
maybe I should stop smoking to.. I'm getting too deep.. or.. wait.. I dont even smoke it.. maybe I should start smoking so I just dont give a Flying F anymore Wait!.. i dont think I give a flying F anymore...
A trip to the mall always makes me feel better.