2ndAmendment said:
I hope I can get as deep as I can; deeper than I am currently; as great an understanding as God will reveal.
As for the book of John, it is often recommended to non-believers to read first, but it is one of the hardest gospels to understand for non-believers. It was written for people that are already Christians.
Ok, I don't want to overcook things here.
All I will tell you is that someone suggested John to me; I sat down and read it, found it easy to read, liked what I read, and found it hard to put the book down until I was finished.
I remember sitting in that recliner chair, after the last chapter, the last page, my Bible(NLT) shut closed between my hands, and - feeling mildly stunned over what I had just witnessed, well you know what I mean!
So, it got me to reading the history - that means the Old Testament to me - and then I decided to give Disciple Class a shot, and really got fascinated with the discussion, interpretations and etc., like it all came alive for me and the rest of the class.
I have to admit, even the instructor of our class couldn't come up with the answers we felt we needed to hear, but we went on with the feeling "you just have to believe".
Late in the last chapter of John, J. Vernon McGee gives his take, his coverage, as if he were there, of what had taken place on the shore of the Sea of Galilee, between Jesus and the half dozen or so disciples who were with Him. I don't think I gave you this copy.
As to knowing all the answers:
He says "Here is something interesting. Ignorance, or lack of knowledge is
no excuse(my italics) for not serving the Lord. Some people say they they will not serve the Lord( read: believe?) if they cannot get all their questions answered. He goes on to say: " My friend, there are a lot of things that you won't know. There many things you don't need to know. There are things that are not any of your business to know. (
At this point in time, they do not concern you.)
"The important thing is to keep your eye on Him, and follow Jesus."
Wow! That in itself answered a whole bunch of questions I had. Earlier in John, he said (but I don't have the quote with me), something to the effect "that you will never find an answer for something not fully explained in the Bible.
Why?
"Because there just isn't any, and when I find that to be true in these interpretations, I will tell you so." The last is almost a direct quote.
What I get from him is that hundreds of scholars in the past and present have scoured every shred of information in and out of the Bible, and there
is none to be found. I respect that kind of honesty.
Do you(2nd A) still have those copies of J. Vernon McGees' prologues of each of the Four Gospels?
They were from vol 5, one in a series of books he wrote, basically his take on the reach, the content and merit of each of the 4 Biblical books.
I don't know if you ever got back with me on them, or what you thought of his interpretations of these scriptures.