You got what you wanted. Pissing people off and comments. You are one twisted b*tch.
Actually, quite the opposite mitzi. I have to admit that I was irritated, but not truly pissed.
It's miserable self doesn't have that kind of power over me. I'm a much stronger person than that. I just recently discovered that, BTW*. No,
It doesn't want to see THAT side of me.
It is anonymous here, but
it's also stupid to the fact that many little bits of information add up very quickly.
It's lucky I'm a good person. You don't work IT for 30 years come away a dummy. No, I was sleep deprived, starving, and coming down off of the rush of getting back out into unfamiliar settings after 30 years. So, it's all good. Everything that happens, serves it's purpose.
My best friend passed away 10 years ago. He wasn't extraordinarily profound to say the least, but every now and then he would say something so mind blowing* that it would stop me in my tracks. Kwillia reminded me of him with her post this morning. He once told me, "What don't kill ya, only makes ya stronger." Now, let that sink in for a minute.*
It might not sound very profound to anyone else, but it wasn't meant to. He knew what it would mean to me, and that's what mattered. We had that kind of bond. Those kinds of friendships are one in a lifetime and can't be replaced. Ever. There's one, that's it. I would bet my pension that
it has never had that kind of bond with anyone, hence
it's need to interject
itself into every situation, searching for something
it will never have.
So, with that being said, it's more pity than anger that
it's so miserable with
it's lack of that kind of "to the bone" kinship with another human being, that makes
it the nasty bitter broken soul that
it is. Think Gollum, if you will.
And that being said, I think I may go visit Larry in Frederick for a spell. ☮