ya'll have no idea
To those who don't know, I am Maegen Dean, Amber's best friend. Some of the things that I am reading about, bother me. I think it's interesting to see all of the point of views that are being thrown out here. There are definatly some things I want to comment on.
As I can see by just reading these posts more then half of you have no idea who Amber was, and I feel horrible about that because she was an awesome person. It bothers me that you can say the things that you say not knowing who she was, and the situation. I'm 17, and I know im young, but when I talk with my parents about the things they used to do when they were 17 and the lie's and schemes that they told there parents, there simialar to the ones that I have told. Amber lived her life on the edge, had fun doing whatever it is that she wanted to do, I was the one who always had some kind of fear. We all know that Amber made a mistake driving that night, and it cost her her life. No one can fix that now and no words can bring her back and that sucks. I had moved to Virginia about a year before Amber's car accident. Even though I was so far away I talked to her every day, we'd still get in the same silly fights just over the phone. I had seen her about a month before she passed away and she hadn't changed at all except for the fact that she was 100 times more responsable. I had texted her earlier that day on July 29th and got to talk to her on the phone for a bout 3 minutes before she had to go run around doing things. She called me later that night but I didn't have the service to answer. That next morning at 6 a.m. I got the phone call from her mom, it was the worst feeling in the world, and I was completly lost. I don't have the closure that I would like to have and I know that one day hopefully I will get it. Not a day goes by when I dont wake up and think about her, and not one night before I go to bed. We were the kind of friends that would grow old together, the kind of friends people were jelouse about because no matter how mad and upset we were, we never left each other's side. I don't have the kind of relationship now with anyone and probably won't come across another on like it. I don't think that some of you realize that her closest family and friends read the things that you people having no idea who we are or who she was, post. I hope that you never have to be so close to someone and then have them ripped completly out of your life, and if that does happen to you then my heart goes out to you. But when you get a phone call from a friend giving you the site to where people are talking about Amber and they didn't even know her, think about how that would make you feel. She's not here to defend herself, so why put thoughts out there like she can answer them? Some of ya'll don't know where she got the alchohal at, don't know why she was out late, don't know why she left, and thats the thing, ya'll have no idea. So try to think about that before you say some of the heartless thing's that you are saying, because people who love her and miss her and still to this day feel like a huge part of them is missing, are reading this. I just thought that all that might have needed to be thrown out there. But for the people who care, we know she is in a better place.
For the family that didn't know her, she was a great person and I'm sorry you never got a chance to meet her.
Well I'm finished saying what I have to say, I hope some of you realize now. But sometimes people just don't get it. <33 Maegen
xxxxxxPJumper said:
To those who don't know, I am Maegen Dean, Amber's best friend. Some of the things that I am reading about, bother me. I think it's interesting to see all of the point of views that are being thrown out here. There are definatly some things I want to comment on.
As I can see by just reading these posts more then half of you have no idea who Amber was, and I feel horrible about that because she was an awesome person. It bothers me that you can say the things that you say not knowing who she was, and the situation. I'm 17, and I know im young, but when I talk with my parents about the things they used to do when they were 17 and the lie's and schemes that they told there parents, there simialar to the ones that I have told. Amber lived her life on the edge, had fun doing whatever it is that she wanted to do, I was the one who always had some kind of fear. We all know that Amber made a mistake driving that night, and it cost her her life. No one can fix that now and no words can bring her back and that sucks. I had moved to Virginia about a year before Amber's car accident. Even though I was so far away I talked to her every day, we'd still get in the same silly fights just over the phone. I had seen her about a month before she passed away and she hadn't changed at all except for the fact that she was 100 times more responsable. I had texted her earlier that day on July 29th and got to talk to her on the phone for a bout 3 minutes before she had to go run around doing things. She called me later that night but I didn't have the service to answer. That next morning at 6 a.m. I got the phone call from her mom, it was the worst feeling in the world, and I was completly lost. I don't have the closure that I would like to have and I know that one day hopefully I will get it. Not a day goes by when I dont wake up and think about her, and not one night before I go to bed. We were the kind of friends that would grow old together, the kind of friends people were jelouse about because no matter how mad and upset we were, we never left each other's side. I don't have the kind of relationship now with anyone and probably won't come across another on like it. I don't think that some of you realize that her closest family and friends read the things that you people having no idea who we are or who she was, post. I hope that you never have to be so close to someone and then have them ripped completly out of your life, and if that does happen to you then my heart goes out to you. But when you get a phone call from a friend giving you the site to where people are talking about Amber and they didn't even know her, think about how that would make you feel. She's not here to defend herself, so why put thoughts out there like she can answer them? Some of ya'll don't know where she got the alchohal at, don't know why she was out late, don't know why she left, and thats the thing, ya'll have no idea. So try to think about that before you say some of the heartless thing's that you are saying, because people who love her and miss her and still to this day feel like a huge part of them is missing, are reading this. I just thought that all that might have needed to be thrown out there. But for the people who care, we know she is in a better place.
For the family that didn't know her, she was a great person and I'm sorry you never got a chance to meet her.
Well I'm finished saying what I have to say, I hope some of you realize now. But sometimes people just don't get it. <33 Maegen
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