Nucklesack said:
Noop wasnt trying to debate you, and my skepticism is noted but I wanted to honestly hear your evolution (no pun intended lol) back into the church
Well, there's not much to tell. I still have a dog-earred old pile of books from years gone by, plus a few translations of the bible, but all this happened years ago, and I couldn't give you a detailed play-by-play of my evolution (which I believe in, BTW) back to God.
I've never had a religious experience, and truthfully, I think most people who say they have are full of it. There's not one specific point where I can say "
that's when I became a Christian". I don't even think I could be considered "born-again", because all of those people seem to have an epiphany of some sort which changes their life, whereas I had none. I'm still the same foul-mouthed jerk I was when I was a Godless Infidel. I'm a work in progress.
Anyway, I had no moment of clarity, it was just a slow kind of realization that I came to.
If I was forced to pinpoint a moment, perhaps the clincher was when I was reading about the Dead Sea Scrolls. The Old Testament accurately predicts the coming of Jesus, details about his life, and details about his death. Most of the Dead Sea Scrolls (which contain the almost the entire Old Testament) are dated
before the birth of Christ. And the prophets of the Old Testament do not write like Nostradamus (in code) or make so many predictions that some are bound to come true... it is written fancifully - but with details, and a tone of certainty. Particuarly Daniel and Isaiah.
Note: This is not the only thing which convinced me... it was merely what pushed me over the edge enough to admit that maybe these Christians had something after all.
I wish I could give a more detailed description of my journey, and I wish I could present what I've found in such a way that people understand my conclusions and see what I see, but I'm no good with that sort of thing.