mitzi
Well-Known Member
If I may ...
Why do you believe the numbers given by the media and government mouthpieces? Most likely, and in all likelihood, the "numbers" this year, related to the dreaded, "COVID-19", are equal to the regular seasonal flu numbers. Each, COVID-19, and the regular seasonal flu, being one in the same. Really JHFC! Did you and everyone else wake up yesterday? Are you and everyone wholly ignorant of past flu yearly deaths? FFS.
I'm going to believe the medical professionals before you. Not the media, not the government mouthpieces. It's not the regular seasonal flu.
Forgive this doctors moments of weakness. Today is a particularly hard day. Im exhausted. Mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. For the most part its part of the job. But over the last few days, as different parts of the country have started "opening up", I have had to listen to folks, some even friends of mine, carry on with an extra dose of 'hoax talk'. Conspiracy theories. Fanciful tails of the deep state, socialism and tyranny. I can tolerate most of it, but if I have to listen to one more person tell me about how COVID has been no worse than the flu I may just lose my ever lovin' mind.
I don't need to hear a bunch of stats today comparing the flu to covid. There are so many flaws in the stats that get thrown around comparing flu to COVID 19. But here is one doctors perspective on the flu vs corona virus. I have taken care of COVID patients in several places and under different circumstances, not just in NYC.
I've treated hundreds if not thousands of flu patients over the years, however:
- I've never held the hand of a young otherwise healthy mother as I watched her die of the flu.
- I've never once had a patient with the flu tell me about how the rest of his family died from the flu.
- Ive never just stood there and watched a patient with the flu struggle to breath and feel completely helpless, knowing there is little I can do to ease their suffering.
- I've never in my career seen so many people die from the flu in such a short period of time, that they had to be buried in mass graves because there was no place to put so many bodies.
- I've never had to arrange a facetime call for a patient dying from the flu, so family could say could bye....or figure out how I can wheel their bed to a glass door so their family can wave goodbye.
- I've never had an entire service of patients who had the flu, were treated and recovered, even pronounced "flu free" and not be able to discharge them because their friends, families, homes, and support structure are afraid of them.
- I've never watched a patient with the flu struggle to breath with oxygen saturations in the 70s and had to make myself NOT put them on a ventilator because if I did it would likely kill them.
- I've never gone to work during flu season and worried that I might catch the flu and die, or that my choice of profession treating the flu would endanger my family.
- I've never endured stories of my colleagues dropping out during a shift and being put on a ventilator due to the flu.
- I have rarely had a patient with the flu that I couldn't make at least a little better.
- I've never had my world shut down completely due to flu season coming. Conversely, I've never been terrified that increased public activity during flu season was going to kill thousands more people (maybe I should have)
- Finally, I've never once treated a patient with the flu like they were a walking hazmat scene, through barriers of tyvek, respirators, goggles and gloves.
I'm not flashy. I don't have some magic homeopathic potion to sell out of my clinic that will protect you or cure if you have COVID 19. And....I'm not telling you what you want to hear. So unfortunately, this post won't get much traction in the social media world. What I can tell you is this. I am one voice speaking for thousands and thousands of ER doctors like myself who actually do take care of this real disease in real patients. I'm not someone trying to take away freedom. I just want to keep people safe.
Forgive this doctors moments of weakness and God bless anyone that feels the same. Its awfully heavy some days.
J. Michael Wilson, MD, MPH, MSHS
ABEM Board Certified Emergency Medicine